Toils feeling...

Argh 2molo going back laio I dont feel going bac at all..I miss my little PyPY..Since tis few month I have faced alot problem and i not dare to speak out...I dunno who should i share my feeling with..is too difficulty to find someone that understanding..Now I wanna to share bout my feeling in tis few month...I sad most of the time..I not strong enough...I can cry out easily...Actually I am cry over a spilled milk now..I had chosen my wrong journey..I supposed listen to my parent advice but I am too sturborn...once i had make my decision that is my final decision I wont care..i am wrong now.I supposed go for my degree course.now I realise not easily become a nurse.Once the journey had started keep on moving untill you achieve the goal of life.I understand ur feeling even though there have a urturn for me.I wont look back.I noe u willing spend more for me to get out from this college but I will continue my course althought I not really like this course.No matter how i will continue till end of this 10 years.Now I really wanna share about nurses life here,really not easy to become a nurse.First thing I want to share about my roommate.She is too weird because she dont understand me and the thing she do total different with us.Now I realise actually the most people that help me alot is her.Above is her picture..