My final decision...

As I am writing this now, I feel confused, I feel lost, I feel helpless, I feel frustrated.. I really wish there would be someone here to talk to me and give me some advice as I have no idea what’s happening around me..few min ago it really make up my mind that i going to give up tis time...i am loser..it might be good for me and everyone around me..i noe that after i make my decision on nursing alot people change my mind but i did accept everyone opinion..i always though i am right but the answer show that no...soli lecture and clinical practise ya..i just wanna be myself going school with jean,shirt,skirt and high heel shoe girl...i not really like to wear uniform going sch o work i really hate it...sometime no freedom at all...i am a girl like to hang out..walk around the world..tis is me..yeah no need fight for cross and waiting people to died..huh...i hate other who alwayas fight for it...next year onward i am going sch with sth i really like it..so far i guess i wont tell anyone i want them noe that how u all treat me b4 tis and i will forgive u all but i wont forget how u all treat me...i want everyone regret how u all treat me and no one will be silly helping u all do any coursework or presentation anymore...ahah...