I must wait for the sunrise.

ern..after making my decision i am isomia last night i cant even sleep well keep on turning and turning around the bed..tis is really 1st time to me.i keep on asking myself sleep close the eye but i still cannot.yest nite was freezy nite i supposed to sleep well..actually i'm burn out yest night but how come i still cant sleep..hopefully tis time i make my right decision giving up take other course tat i really enjoying..i have to wait untill next year..i can contribute anything but tis time cannot contribute my life without enjoying now...i just wanna be myself..soli everyone ya..actually i really wanna thanks my dad alot he really understanding me so much he noe tat i cant make it he never scold or gamble me..he just ask me stop it if u doesnt happy at all..y u wanna so suffering..and my family member,uncle and aunty i should hear u all de advice last time..i am so soli for letting everyone down...soli soli...yeah..i will be turning back soon myself talk as much as i can i wont keep quiet tis time when u all meet me...