Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Heart in LONDON...

have no idea how to start blogging again..recently heart in LONDON..izzit someone there crossing my mind..now i really wanna go there...i supposed concentrate and finish my course not to think go oversea but i really cant make it...i have no idea how come my heart in LONDON not SWITZERLAND...i was wondering how good if i can go there by now...but i noe tat is impossible for me..can i put down everything here????jus because wanna go there...but i really hope tat i can finish my course in tis 3 years..i really hope to be there...this question always asking myself izzit i have a dream come true???????nono now i jus hope to going there...

Monday, November 24, 2008

What are you think in love...

yaeh...is time for me to update my blog...recently i am quiet busy with my roadshow activity..time are full..is really so tried but no choice i have to do so...it is my job..two week ago mood are not good...i dunno why everything i do people around me never agree with me..when come to love i am loser i am so timid...sometime it make me so envy people around me..after i noe that love is not that easy..i started told myself not to involve in love...hahaha...is better to done think alone ar solitude most of the time...no people care what are you doing...enjoying so much...i love my life now...

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Head or tail...


Is going 1month i had been coming back to home...Now i dunno how to decide should i going back and continue my course or take other course...Actually I dunno how to face my problem I always run aways from thing...I think the best way is going back and study..Although i had been bully and be hurt but doesnt pain as now...
Head or tail.....
Help me!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

The trip...

Buddy tis is our trip...thanks alot u all accompany me when my mood doesnt good..yeah here si the picture we take that i wanna share with u all....Really have alot of fun with u all...


I really enjoying my day with my buddy..no fun without you all..i really like tis pic so much..;P
Both of us will be the wife of JAMES BOND..yeah nice post stay cool..

MADERLYN,ALICE,KIM,CRYSTAL



yeah is us again....;)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Sista happy belated birthday ya...

hey...dont keep on say me no heart la...hey thanks u hui shan accompany me go hospital...i supposed celebrate ur buffday on that day but u have to send me go hospital...anywya may ur dream will come true and may u b well and happy ya...soli hui shan...i luv and miss u always ya..muakzz....

Saturday, November 8, 2008

How to speak out...

I'm so timid and nervous for telling my nanny that I had stop studying...I had coming back 3week ago and everytime she calling me I not dare to pick up the phone telling them i had coming back...how...recently the weather so hot it make me lethargic...nanny I am so soli i really not dare for telling u tis i have no choice the best way is i wont pick up the phone..soli...I noe tat if i telling u, u wont agree with me..the best ways is let our relationship stop here..i getting tried...i noe nanny u r profesional u always think u r right but u dont understand me...soli nanny...:'(

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Always...

This romeo is bleeding
But you can see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowing in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I cant sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, thats just me

And I will love you, baby-always
And I,ll be there forever and a day-always
I,ll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heaven burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always

Now your picture that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laught, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my finger through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says that words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby-always
And I'll be there forever and a day-always

If you told me to cry for
I could
If you me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our lives
Well find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you,baby-always
And I'll be there forever and a day-always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always Notice me,take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Life just like a candle...

Last two week ago my dad side uncle had pass away...coming to this week mu mum side uncle pass away...y..i still cant accept bout it...izzit this is predestination of god...started from now i really wanna appeciate everyone around me....before crying over a spilled milk....

Now my life just like a shopaholic life....after badly treated by people around me i dislike go out with everyone...i phobia people around me..i dunno wad their will done to me after tis...eventhough my old buddy...i really hope to be last time hanging out..but i dunno y..i dont felt like going...i wanna stay at my room....hate to mix around...

I wanna thanks alot to all my family keep on support me and one of my fre..he really help me alot...thanks for always been there for me...life is too complicated....after tis incident it make me change alot...i had to be cruel tis is u all make me to be like this....if giving apportunity i wanna revenge how had done badly on me.....